First up, Ill explain something

In September 2007 my heart stopped beating as soon as I got out of bed and of course I collapsed , and luckily for me my husband Trevor was home and saw that my face was going blue, so he immediately started to work on my heart and got it going again but then I was in a coma, so he called an ambulance and they took me to hospital for a month.

I came out of the coma the next day and am ok now, I've had a pacemaker installed, I'm only 48 too

But I forgot alot of things, I forgot that my mother has died even though I was with her when she died at home of cervical cancer and thank God I was adopted so obviously I don't have it, I forgot that both of Trevor's parents have died and I forgot that a dear friend of mine has died too so its been hard, but I'm soooo glad to still be alive cos I'm too young to die yet :-)

When I got out of hospital and came home, I saw that Trevor has built our new house, it was built before I went into hospital but I just forgot it was and I saw the room for my making soap in and was rapt so asked Trevor if he wanted to learn how to make soap and he did so I just told him to follow one of my recipes but just choose his own scents and he enjoyed making it soooo much that he made another 5 batches over the next week :-)

I think I was gonna begin making it and selling it but now there are new rules in Australia so I can't do that, I used to swap soap with some other soapers and they always liked mine so thats good, but I'm just gonna make it for us and our son and our daughter and her family too now

Maree